Nine whole weeks of recording and capturing my weeks. These are the sort of moments that are normally swallowed, the non happening nothing days that get forgotten. I am glad to record these small little occurrences though, the mundanity that normally gets forgotten under the big important stuff. I feel this week has been one big recovery week. Starting with being kinder to myself and taking life a lot slower. I am slowly finding my, very wobbly, feet again and feel a little bit stronger. It has taken it out of me though, and I feel like the air has been knocked from my sails and I am a bit winded by it all. I want to run and try and pick up everything and juggle too many plates until I ultimately crash again and realise I can’t. So its baby steps, little by little and slowly trying to put things right. Its being positive and reminding myself I am still healing and not out of the woods yet. This week has been one of relearning and limit finding and putting them into practice. It has been hibernation and resetting. I have been so awfully drained and tired and I need to take my time.
Bubble baths and reading
Catching up on drawings
Sketchbooks and inky fingers
Beautiful, bright and cheerful tulips on my kitchen table
My messy desk
Dark chocolate with caramel bits (its so good!)
Snap shots of the week that has been tiny little steps.